May day

Today is the day that I wish I never have to wake up to. Ching texted me saying that the buldge protuding from dad's waist is cancerous and doc has confirmed it has spreaded. My poor daddy is in hospital and need to wait for 2 weeks for the final report. He is already being paralyzed after the stroke attack 2 years ago, and now comes another tsunami for us. Why is God so unfair to him? I wish I could help him endure his suffering. Though he didnt really take good care of us and mom when we were young, he is still our loving dad. I gotto stay positive and pray for the best to happen. Dad, be strong. I am coming back for you ! Gambate!!!